Hi Guy,
Hi to thoses who know me and also to thoses who dont.
For thoses who dont a quick history.
This is my secong HG pg, I had really bad hg with my first and was in hosp and lost lots of weight and then at 20 weeks my Daughter got Dx with a condition that meant she could die once she was born.
We did all we could to give her the best chance but we lost Carys 14 hours after she was born.
I still miss her very much.
Embarking on a 2nd pg was really hard as i knew i would more then likley get hg again and also the fact that i did not know if this baby would get the same condition as Carys had and i did get HG again although it was easier to handle this time as i knew what i had.So far i have been given the all clear.
I have had a pretty ruff pg with the HG and worry about what could happen, i could not cope with another loss and deep down i wish i was not pg and wish Carys was here with me doing all the things she should.
I had not posted much latley on HUGS as i have been up and down with my grief and HG.Some might remember i was going to see a neuro guy and he has just DX me with a condition called Fibromyalgia.Long and complacated. I have been trying to get my head around it.
And it is causeing me probs in my pg.
I am just about to move tothe 3rd trimester as i am 28 weeks on friday.
I am still taking my meds for the HG and i was just about to stop when i was up all last night being sick.So i wont yet.
I will do a better update soon.
Natasha
mummy to my Angel Carys Amber and Joseph edd 27/08/04