Thanks guys, things are getting better slowly. I still feel like I am runningmyself into a big old emotional wall, but it is geting a bit easier topeak over the top. Since my big break down, Dh ha sbeen home more, and been helping more. He is approaching me more delicatly and sincerly. Though, the weekend is starting,and his phone has been ringing off he hook. So I am awaiting the moment he comes to tell me he's leaving to go out this weekend, then we'll see how much better I actually am.
Sarah
As crazy as this sounds, I'm jealous. I'm cracking inside, and holding it in too much.
Vodka helps, apparently. So does a suddenly *very* low tolerance. It was the only night Hailey has ever had formula.
Which, of course, really didn't help much, as I took on all that extra guilt.
Us moms, we are good at taking on guilt, aren't we?
Anyway, I am doing better, as I said. Little by little I guess. Thank you all for your loving words, hugs, and support.
The only thing worth stealing is a kiss from a sleeping child.