by momtojoyandgrace » Feb 06, 2006 1:18 am
Thanks Suzanne!
I was just mentioning (complaining) to my husband that it seems like no one remembers him anymore. I know that for everyone else life goes on. I guess it's just painful to experience the due dates knowing that it's such a deep pain that only you know. HG only makes the suffering worse. All of those months of sickness only to have him return to heaven. Thank you for remembering him and reminding me that I'm not alone. In the middle of TTC, loss due dates (another next month), it's hard to keep your head above water. I should have a one-year old, or be 8 months pregnant...not TTC again. I know that some day this will all make sense and that God's plans are purposeful. It just looks so crazy from down here, you know?
Blessings to you,
Kim
5 time HG
mom to
Alison 7-00
Olivia 12-02
Zachary (stillborn) 9-04
baby Hope m/c at 12 wks. 9-05
Jacob 11-06