hello,
It's Jeannette Im 23 and 12 wks with my first.
I just got out of a 4 day stay at the hospital because i was throwing up blood, i found out i was starting to develope an ulcer from vomiting so much I couldnt even keep water down. I felt better at the hospital and was glad to leave however, now that I am home I feel nauseated all the time I can't afford to take the fully prescibed dosage of zofran instead of taking 16 mg a day im having to limit myself to 8 because i dont have insurance and cant afford to buy very many at one time. Im also having problems with begining to feel very depressed because I cant ever seem to go anywhere. Im so tired of being cooped up at home all the time I miss going to the movies and everything. My husband is frustrated because we have no money because the zofran is costing us about 180 $ a wk to keep filled and thats with me taking smaller doses. I am so frustrated I feel like a bad wife even though my husband is wonderful and supportive and I know it really got to him seeing me lying in the hospital all hooked up. I havent been able to sleep in the same bed for 2 months and i can barely stand to be touched. I cant cook dinner, do laundry, go grocery shopping, I can barely bathe myself w/out help it takes so much out of me I feel disgusting Im so pale and unkept and way too thin. i dont know i feel like i cant take much more of this.
also my doctor wanted me on a high calorie diet because ive lost 17lbs in 6 weeks and was thin to begin with so i look like the walking dead im so thin i barely have the strength to walk around or anything I was wondering if anyone had any ideas of high calorie items that arent too heavy or greasy my mother-in-law suggested ensure has anyone had any experience with that?
Thanks for your support I dont know what id do without this forum I feel very isolated and you all have helped me to realize i am not alone