My name is Shannon Mount I am 24 years old and have been married to my husband for 4 years now, he is currently active in the united states army and we live in new york and next month will be moving to fort lewis washington state!! I was 17 when i first became pregnant and when i had my first termination at 12 weeks, i was so so so very sick, i had lost so much weight i could not eat or keep any kinds of fluids down, for 12 weeks straight i vomited about every hour of the day i could barely stand up without someone being next to me if i were to fall (because i was so weak) it was the worst experince of my life, and all the doctors said was it was just me i was to young and needed to calm down it was just me being to nervous, but my mom and i both decided to terminate this pregnancy because we both thought i would not make it though the whole pregnancy (we both thought i was going to die) so after about 5 years after meeting my husband i became pregnant again and we both were so excited and so happy, but then it happened again about 3 weeks into my pregnanacy i became very sick and everyone said it was just morning sickness, but i new what i was feeling was wrong and it was happening again, i lost more weight i couldnt eat i couldnt drink and every night i was rushed to the emergency room because i was getting so dehydrated, they imediatly gave me iv's of fluid and sent me on my way, this was like this for about 2 months straight, then finally i told my husband i couldnt take it anymore and i was about to kill myself because i was so sick and wanted to eat so badely but i couldnt keep anything down, so i was finally edmitted in the hospital were they kept me overnight and constantly gave me drugs in iv's and i dont even know what they gave me (they even said that they dont have enough research to know if this wont cause any probelms with my baby) but i took the risk and took the medicine, i was feeling 100% better because i was having fluids in the iv's and laying in that hospital bed, but the next day when i was sent home it all started over again, throwing up everything from a little crumb of a cracker to a teaspoon of gingerale, it all came up and i was sick again, it was the worst feeling of my life and i knew what i had to do again and it was to terminate this pregnancy and ever since then i have been so scared about getting pregnant, what do i do, will i ever beable to have a child of my own or since this has happened twice in a row will it happen again, should i just give up on ever becomming pregnant?? please help and very emotional and depresssed women
please email me at JASONANDSHANNON1@AOL.COM