Oh no, how upsetting this is going to be, to write this!!!! This could be the most honest I have been in years!!!! Maybe good therapy????
OK, when I first got pregnant, I weighed a whopping 125 on a medium 70 inch frame. And I have always had huge boobs. Lost 15 lbs, and lost the baby.
By the time second one, about the same, but lost baby early, not sure what weight was.
Scary part approaching........ Prepregancy weight with third: 130lbs. Dropped to 115 lbs. Gained it back later in pregancy due to some rocking steriods for IUGR, plus more, briging me to (wait for it......) 210 lbs. Shocking. Thinnest post delivery was maybe 195lbs.
Started very unhealthy relationship with food, coudlnt stop eating, and I just gained and gained and gained. 25mos after delevry of Bayden, I wieghed 255lbs. That is absolutely HORRIFIC!!!! Since I lost with this pregnancy, I am currently at 235lbs 24 weeks with twins, but still hate my body for this weigth gain.
I dont know if it has ot do with the HG, or if I am using that as an excuse (tempting), but I do know that my food obsession went insane after delivery. I have made a pledge after this dlevery to lose at least 90lbs, and afetr that, my treat to myslef will be tummy tuck and a breast lift. But only afetr I lose it myslef like a good girl. Not looking forward to it, but I AM looking forward to feeling confident again, and the cute clothes I will wear. Thats what I keep thinking about!!!!
Good topic, its been good to read all the replies!!!!
P.S- Pippa, forgive me if you have already answered this, but are the names on your signature your childrens real names??? Sorry for asking such a silly question!!!