i was wondering if anyone has any advice on how to cope with the impending doom of hg. i'm having a really hard time. i can't sleep at night wondering how bad it will be and how i will get through it. i wonder if i will wake up ill or if i will have another day of feeling normal.
i am 4 weeks and 6 days pg. this is an unexpected 4th pg for me. i was not planning on doing this again. i start to sweat just thinking about how horrific hg is and i can;t even remember how bad it actually feels. i cry all the time when i look at my girls. i know what this is going to do to them. my 4.5 yr old said to me today that maybe the new baby died so i won't have to be sick. i know she doesn't know what that really means but it still makes me think about how this will impact my whole family. i also am so afraid that i won't be able to handle the pain of hg.
this is making me so crazy that i almost just want it to start so that i won't fear it so much and so that i can get some of it out of the way. so i can know what to expect and i will handle it. isn't that crazy???
any advice would be great.
thanks,
kim
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