by anna8660 » Jul 04, 2004 8:21 pm
Hi Andy,
Thanks for writing back, it has been quite a roller coaster this week feels more like a month to me!! I am sad, but what a miracle that I even get #1, to wish for # two is enough right now, but there are still moments I am very sad.
Thanks for understanding about me not being able to pull my stories together for the l"loss" folder. Every time I think about trying it just feels too overwhelming to me, and I guess I am so happy being a mommy its hard sometimes to deal with the road that got me here. I know it will be good for me to deal with it, and bring it all together, and with this recent loss I have thought a lot about it, I will pull it together soon, and I do still post and respond to the women who come there.
I hope quin is young enough that he does not remember and it does not affect our relationship, he is quite the mamms boy and I love that about him!!!
I will wait a few months then try, I am getting old and I feel like I need to hurry a bit, I want quin to have a sibling to grow up with, his half brothers are 21 and 19 so not exactly playmates!!
You seem to be doing great, and definitely doing great things here, keep it up you are making amazing differences in peoples lives, including mine!!
Aimee,
Yes I am familiar with the every 15 minute wake up plan, some nights are worse than others, I do try his crib but after getting up a couple times I just bring him to my bed, mostly cause I am exhausted, he can pretty much nurse from there with out me completely waking up. I know there is no majic answer (ihave read every book and tried everything, except the crying) It is nice to know that Aaron is sleeping and Quin may catch on one day.
Your little guy is a cutie pie too!! Aren't little boys fun!
Hi Cherri,
Thanks for the thoughts, it must be hard to pass that marker but you will be fine!! It is something I think that never leaves your heart.
Quin is keeping me busy and smiling, so it does help.
Rebecca,
14 pounds, what a little cutie patootie!! Quin has not weighed that since about 4 months I think!! At his last appiointment he was 23 pounds and 31 inches, he is a little giant!! And he is crawling, and it is cute but tiring, I dont care if he walks til hes two, but I think it will happen soon, he is a little daredevil, already trying to climb on things!!
Thanks to you all for writing and your support!!!!!!
HUGS
Anna