3 months post sterilisation

[kmmummy]

Hello, i was sterilised in November 2012 and its only now hitting me what a horrible choice i had to make at 26! after terminations and M/C i know it was the right choice for me but there is always a sadness knowing i will never hold my own newborn again or experience all the firsts with a baby dont get me wrong i by no means regret the decision but its sad at 26 that im done x

[jarezuny]

I'm sorry. It sucks.

I think I get more mad about the fact that HG weighed so heavily in my decision to be done. A teeny bit of me would love to have a little baby again but then I remember how exhausted I am already! I'm glad to be done with diapers and bottles and all that, really, I am. But it's still okay to be sad about not being able to experience those itty bitty baby noises and peach fuzz hair and baby smells again.

((hugs))