First a little bit of background on me. I am 24 years old, 22 weeks pregnant with our third child. My pregnancy with our son, I really didn't know that it was abnormal. I started medication at my 8 weeks appiontmen, lost a total of 10 lbs with him in the first trimester, had to quit my job and worked out a deal with my prof.'s at school to only come in for exams. Later on in the pregnancy with him I developed preclampsia and was induced @38 weeks.
My daughter was definetly my worst pregnacy, was throwing up before AF was due so took a HPT. Had to quite my job again and lost 30 lbs with her. I delivered her at the same weight i was when I got preg with her. Had to deal with the HG as well as partial previa (which moved later on) only to have her delivered via emergency C section due to a placental abruption.
With this pregnancy, I held out till 10 weeks befoe starting the meds and attempted to wean my self off them last week (Backfire!!!). So I am continuing them at a lower dose and hoping all goes as well as to be expected.
Lately i have been having thoughts of never doing this again. I feel as though it is a chore and really am not comfortable feeling this way. My husband always wanted six kids, where I was great with 4. Well three is almost 4 right.
So my question is, what finally made you decide not to have anymore, if you have, and what would you do in my situation? (I know you can't tell me what to do, just as a hypothetical)
Sorry so long...thanks a bunch!!!!