by mandy » Jun 28, 2005 3:53 pm
Hi Jolene,
I would have really loved two more children but am going to stick with my two. I am not completely happy with this decision, well not at all really but I just don't believe I can choose to do this hg thing again. If I am feeling a bit down about things, or a bit broody (as everyone around me is reproducing at the moment!) then I just have a browse through the first tri forums and it all comes flooding back.
I try really hard to just look at the two amazing children I have, not at the two we never managed to make. I was all for steralisation at first, but 3 years down the line, I just can't do it yet, doesn't feel the right thing to do. It's hard to let go of your dreams but it I don't let things get me down as much as I used to.
Just wanted to say I understand how you all feel really.
Mandy x
mother of two
hg from wk 6 - daughter born in 1999
hg from wk 5 - son born in 2002