packed up the maternity clothes

[slterwil]

So, I knew from the start of this last pregnancy (my sixth total and second HG pg) that I was getting my tubes done, but it still felt weird knowing I'll never carry life in me again as I packed up all my maternity clothes. I even had a moment of insanity in the hospital after I had the baby of it wasn't that bad...which is an absolute lie! I told DH it had to have been the morphine talking. He agreed and reminded me that yes, it was that bad and we can't ever forget it. The pangs come and go. I know it's natural to feel this way, just needed to write it down. I hate HG for taking away from me the chance to have the large family that I had always thought I'd have. We have plans to adopt, but because of our schedules that will be many years down the road from now. I hate HG. I'm just sayin'

[DivineLotus]

((Hugs))

Me too. My family is all saying that they are pretty sure im not going to have anymore children. Its taken so much and eveyone is involved with helping me but its way to much just to have a baby. Yes they are worth it but it just seems like we have to set it all up, plan, have protocals so we dont die, its so much harder compared to regular pregnancies.

[Lopezes]

That's hilarious

I'd love some of these but I think it's a bit early to be buying stuff...