My uterus has forced my hand. I have to be done now, like it or not. The surgeon told me after the last section there was extensive scarring and a few places that were almost paper-thin. He was so lovely and respectful of our beliefs, but he said he did not recommend another baby, because it was "very likely" I would rupture.
I'm pretty heart-broken about it, and yet four also seems like everyone is here, so perhaps the Lord is telling me he is done sending me babies. I just don't know anymore.
My Dh and I are in the middle of a furious argument about the V. It goes against our religious convictions, but he wants to get one because he is afraid for my life. So I don't know what happens next.
Mom to Alex, 10 -- NVP
Isaac, 8 -- NVP
Naomi, 6 -- HG
Edward, 2 -- avoided HG through aggressive pre-emptive treatment and pure luck