Time has yet come again to mourn the loss of my sweet babies

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Time has yet come again to mourn the loss of my sweet babies

Postby Barbnj » Apr 16, 2010 9:47 pm

With each April comes new life and springtime. But in the fog
of things also comes the reality of our last baby loss on 4-30-2007
Where did the 3 yrs go? I mourn in my own way everyday that this sweet
little girl or boy should be here in my arms. I must not forget my other
sweet angel lost in November 2004. I ask God for guidance and pray to
understand his Will. What keeps me holding on is these few words:
Earth has no sorrow that Heaven can not heal.
I pray for all of Us here that hold angels above and for those
struggling with this horrid disease. May peace come to all of our hearts
in time but until then may we all hold our hearts together until
that days comes.

With Love,

Barbara ..... Angel Baby 1
Angel Baby 2
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Image Nov 2004 When we lost our angel due date Aug 2005 natural mc
Image Apr2007 when we lost our baby Due date Nov23 2007 Hg took our baby
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Postby Atsie » Apr 17, 2010 11:15 pm

((((HUGS))))))
I am so sorry.
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Postby jarezuny » Apr 17, 2010 11:18 pm

Thinking of you and your sweet little ones.
(I often do.)

Hugs to you!
-Jessica

Mom to Ewan (9/27/02) and Laren (9/03/09)
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Postby Barbnj » Apr 18, 2010 12:16 am

Thank You so much Erin your daughters are lovely!
And Jessica thank you as well for always thinking of Us.
I dread Apr 30th but the day will pass as it always does.
I sometimes watch A Baby Story on tv why I'm not sure...but
what really freaked me out was one day last week watching
it and seeing the Dr that did our TA...on the tv screen.
I see his face and hear his voice in my head. I just wish I could
forget. That is when I pray for Gods understanding of his will
for my husband & I.
I find comfort in coming here to hear your words. Because no one
truly understands the living hell of HG except you lovely ladies.

Thank You Again Dear Sisters!!

With Much Love and Admiration Always........... Barbara
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Image Nov 2004 When we lost our angel due date Aug 2005 natural mc
Image Apr2007 when we lost our baby Due date Nov23 2007 Hg took our baby
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Postby luptus2000 » Apr 19, 2010 4:07 pm

Barbara,
There is no words to describe what I wanna say... big hugs! :cry:
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Postby Barbnj » Apr 19, 2010 4:27 pm

Thank You L!!!! xxoo!!!

Yr new siggy pic with yr sweet angel lying on you is too precious for words!!!!
She is beautiful!!!


xxoo
Barb
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Image Apr2007 when we lost our baby Due date Nov23 2007 Hg took our baby
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Postby luptus2000 » Apr 19, 2010 4:43 pm

Thank you Barbara
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Postby *my3sons* » Apr 20, 2010 3:14 am

Remembering with you, Barbara, and hoping for peace for you in the coming days.
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Postby Mom to Aidan & Daniel » Apr 20, 2010 3:58 am

Much love to you!!
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Postby Barbnj » Apr 20, 2010 9:05 am

Thank You Ladies and much love sent back your way.
The day will be here before you know it and gone as fast.
Time can be cruel that way. I planted a beautiful rose
bush in honor of my sweet losses and it is growing well
and blooms the most amazing roses into Sept.
It helps to see this life grow when I dont have mine.

Thxs Again. Love you Ladies dearly!

Barbara
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Postby screamin' » Apr 23, 2010 4:15 am

thinking of you and your sweet babies
growing things like flowers radiate life and can ease the pain a tiny little bit.
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Postby Barbnj » Apr 23, 2010 11:16 am

Thank You so much!! Yr siggy pic of yr son is precious!
The rose bush helps remind me of the life
that should be here. The roses are beautiful. I have
a cherub baby angel next to the bush.
But I want my human baby back here on earth in my
arms.

Thank You again for yr kind words xxoo!!!
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