I think your reaction is completely reasonable! I feel the same way, and I'm still pregnant! I plan on healing from this pregnancy, and then moving on from it, knowing that HG will forever be a bitter part of my life. Of course I'd like to support other women on this site in the same way that I've been supported, but I'm not sure I'll emotionally be able to do that... I'll always advocate for HG awareness, but it might be in different ways, we'll see. I already feel the pain of knowing I'll never have another child because of HG, and I feel the pain of the lost year's of my life and my relationships due to HG. I truly believe that each person has to deal with HG in their own way(s).
DD1 born Jan 29, 2010. Mod-Severe HG. Started treatment at 5 weeks. c-section (breech)
DD2 born July 23, 2012. Severe HG started treatment at 4 weeks until birth. VBAC!