I really don't know how I supposed to get through these last few weeks of pregnancy. I'm 36.5 weeks along, and it feels like the end will never come. I lost my regular OB, and my new OB sucks. I've had regular contractions for the last 6 weeks, I've be hospitalized twice in that time, and I throw up four times a day, and she has the nerve to call my case boring. How could she call my misery boring. The HG is getting so bad again that it feels like I'm back in the first trimester. I told the ob that the nausea and vomitting are getting really bad again and she just said, "well why do you think that is?" Whatever happened to doctors having a good bedside manner. She said that this baby was definately not coming out anytime soon, and that she won't induce me until I'm 42 weeks. The though of having to suffer through 5 and half more weeks of this makes me want to just lay down and die. I'm too nauseus to sleep, and I'm in too much pain to walk, stand up or even sit up in bed. I have terrible contractions all the time. I'm so afraid that this baby isn't coming out anytime soon. All I can do anymore is cry or moan from the pain, and it's tearing my husband apart. I feel bad that I'm causing him to be upset but there's nothing I can do about it. And even though I haven't given birth yet, I'm already becoming terrified of becoming pregnant again.
And all of my family just keeps bugging me about when I'm going to have the baby, because they want to play with her. Them getting to play with the baby is the last thing on my mind.
Sorry to complain so much, but there's not many positive thoughts left in my head.
Angela