So I started having Braxton Hicks at 27 weeks. No big deal right? Yeah. Followed by a spot of blood two weeks ago and now this past Monday not a lot but a decided amount of blood in the discharge. Luckily I already had an appointment for later that day.
So they did a pelvic (ow!!) and a fetal fibronectin which sadly came back positive so now more tests for me. We get a non-stress test and a follow up on appointment tomorrow and a fetal size check and placenta check next week because they don't like my lack of weight gain on top of it all.
I am struggling to stay positive and optimistic and not stress about this. I am failing. I'm getting a psych consult soon too because I just feel so overwhelmed and down about all this. I knew the HG was going to suck going in to this, I was mostly prepared to be miserable because of that. This pre term labor stuff on top of it... I don't know, feels like I'm being punished or I'm not supposed to have kids. I'm 29 weeks and I'm just so scared about what could happen not even in the next 11 weeks but just in the next one. I know it's childish but it just seems so unfair.