Since my HG kicked on, I have been very unfriendly to other people. I want to be alone in my house without visitors. Friends keep calling me and want to visit me. I tell them that I don't feel good and right now is not a good time, some of them understand but others not. Yesterday a friend of mine came to my house and ringed the door bell for like 20 minutos. She called my cellphone and just wouldn't go away!...I was tired and did not want to see anyone, but I knew that if I did not open the door she would be there until next day. I talked to her, she cried and told me how worry she is for me. She again tried to tell me that she believed she had HG when she was pregnant but she was still able to cook and clean. So I should do the same. Then she talked about depression and how but it is and that she is worry I will try to kill myself and my other son, because those were het thoughts when she was depressed. I was so annoyed by it, but I tried to be nice. I am not going to kill myself or my boy. I don't suffer of depression in my real life....HG does horrible things to you and when I said that I want to die.....I don't really mean that I want to....... I just feel like I am going to because of all the vomiting, nauseas and pain in my body.
Maybe with my comments I have brought this to myself?.... Now I feel that I can't tell " my friends" how I really feel because they are going to be coming next day thinking that I will kill myself. I guess I just have to tell them that I am ok.
Is it to bad to want to be alone?... I feel the best when I am in my bed alone. I am hiring a girl to come play with my boy 4 hours per day and I think that will help; but the thought of people coming over is very scary for me....to the point that I get sick......do you think I am doing the right thing?.. or should I let all my friends come over and hang out here.?.... I don't really want that though.
How do you guys deal with this kind of situations?....
Thanks in advance.
*Carter ( April, 10th 2009), moderate HG. Took zofran from week 9 to week 18. Frequent visits to ER.
*Baby ( due date January 24th 2013) severe HG . Taking zofran, ambien, prednizone, reglan (almost killed me), dramamine, unison, stool softeners, ranitidini. Hospitalized, severe constipation, frequent ER visits, Acupuncture, Homeophatic Medicine, therapist, phycologist, councelors.